Friday, January 21, 2005

Ive a weird brain. I think, i think too much. U SEE! even before i can say that i think too much, i said "I think" before that..... ok lame. But really, is it really wrong for tinking too much? Is it unneccesary to be thinking about the future, about others, about yourself? Will everything be better if I dun consider things, that might happen? Which will affect myself, or the ones i cherish? Take all that and multiply by the number of People's Shoes i had put myself in. Is it necessary? Is it even worth it?

This brain of mine, gifted? Weird? or just plain active? Only time it had a long hibernation was during my days in army. Things that needed to be taken care of, were promptly dealt with. Things that shouldnt even be bothered with, i just simply bochup. And thats how i survived during the worst 2+ years of my life, no doubt i made new friends and stuff, but nothing beats wat ive experienced inside, and im not toking about normal units and vocations.

Woke up after her long sleep and now, even more active than ever. Guess she just keeps getting more hyper as i age, wat an irony. Geared into overdrive, theres no stopping her. As for me, i cant stop thinking, i cant stop putting myself into other people's shoes. Ive a virtual world existing in my head, though not entirely true, but definitely abundunt with varieties and all kinds of emotions. So the question now isn't should, but could. And the answer is couldn't. I just love wearing people's shoes. Its not some kind of fetish mind you, but its just me. I guess its nothing bad. As long as people are happy. And i will be too if they are, even at some of my expense.

Den again, if i think, and u think, then who confirm?
I guess, time will tell.
Meanwhile, i'll still be thinking and wearing people's shoes.



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